Gulity?

I am on a pampering spree & it's myself that I have been pampering. My brother was here last week & I got my Tika & Rakhi money & then one of Abhi's buas gave me "Muh-Dikhaii" after 5 years of my marriage which will take a whole post to explain. So armed with all this "special" money I took my mom's advice & pampered myself. Usually all this lena-dena money gets mixed up & exhausted in the home.
So Saturday after office I went to this designer's boutique . Why, I chose this designer? Oh well, for those like my husband who know me well will tell you that I do not buy anything without a discount. So a 50% discount was running. I was not too impressed coz there were only 2 garments that I liked in the whole store & I liked them enough to buy both. I had not planned on that but did not want to let go of either. It felt great but also somewhere I was feeling extremely guilty. So I came home & hid the bounty in the cupboard. The whole Saturday evening I did not mention anything about this to hubby dear. On Sunday I could not resist & showed off my purchases. He liked one & did not like the other, but that's OK.
The whole point is that I feel guilty about spending on myself. It is so very silly coz I know I can afford these things.
I guess I try to trick myself into buying on discounts to reduce the guilt levels.